happen the way I’m hoping it does
it would make me very happy (for once someone can be making ME happy instead of me making them happy and then having to feed off their happiness)
it has been too long. aha…
WHY WON’T ANYONE HELP ME!
arrggh lunch was awkward today fucckk hfdasudhuawik so on Friday I was lalalala hahah ing behind the CVS by the door after I ditched cuz I was really in a bad mood and I got to thinking, it’s been 6 months since summer, and I am soo soooo different. And it pissed me off and made me sad at the same time. ugghh. summer come back
I NEED OUT I NEED OUT I NEED OUT
I like to sing. I like to sing christmas music. hey, at least I’m not completely tone deaf. so shut up please? I wish I was good at something.
exhausted, physically, mentally, emotionally, everything. I’m going to have to be the better person AGAIN and fix things so everything doesn’t get completely fucked over. woooo I don’t even care. I really really really really just want to go away for ever and ever and never come back!:D
my mom thinks I’m depressed again, she’s just being stupid and whatever. I need to repaint my nails and I do not want tomorrow to come!
every day is exactly the same // nine inch nails
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except I didn’t see armand once:(
eeeek well yes it was very band and manfull, haha yes and cold. Lauren’s daddy is gonna pick her up soon! and I am going to go back to my mom’s house, take a shower, and pass out. And then next week is exam week. :|